shoot to thrill.

i would be in Penn. by now if i was still with Scott.

just thinking about it is making my heart hurt.





i was really drunk the other night, and i felt whole.
odd, right?

i have been having dreams where zombies come and try to bite me, but then just bury me alive. everynight, for the past week.

Well... camp started yesterday. Let me just tell you, FULL-TIME IS A BITCH. Sunday night, I stayed up all night because I was depressed at my own stupidity. It seems I got myself too attached to someone who only wound up hurting me in the end. How often have we heard this same song and dance from me? When will I ever learn? Well, those are all questions I asked myself over and over on Sunday night into early Monday morning; and by 2 am I was worn the fuck out.

Monday morning came, and I woke up on time, got myself ready, waited for Katie, and went to work. My camp group this week is pretty ill. I only have 4 girls (1st week enrollment is always low, therefore the groups are always small) and all 4 of them are friends. It's pretty sweet. They don't complain, they don't fight, they entertain me (which is something to say for them), and on top of all of that; they're all really sweet girls. So, for our first trip, we went to Syosset Lanes. It was fun. I won one game, lost all the rest, and thats WITH bumpers. I obviously can't bowl to save my life. Hahaha...

Later Monday night, I went to Nassau Community College to take my placement test. The reading and writing parts were suprisingly easy, and I even got the first math part pretty well too. Then came the second math part, and I got all confused and was just like... *clickclickclick* on random answers. So, I got my results (everything but the essay part) and I placed OUT of Reading classes (which is EXCELLENT), I did well enough to take Comp 101 (which is the average class), and ODDLY ENOUGH, I did really good on the First and Second math parts, so I qualify to take the advanced math course. I'm totally not going to take that class BTW. It's a death sentence. So yeah, I just have to wait and see how I did on my essay part, and I'm all good to set up my schedule. =)

Today we went to the Museum of Television & Radio. It was an alright trip. We drove an hour and a half into the city (mad traffic) to sit in a theatre for an hour and watch Television. Mind you, the TV Shows weren't that bad (old school Muppets, Flint Stones, & I Love Lucy) but it was kind of pointless and the kids kind of felt gyped. Plus, it was way too long on that fucking bus, and I hate going into the city, unless it's for something cool, like Build A Bear (which is NEXT WEEK! ^_^) or a show. I worked til 6 today, and I'll be doing so for the rest of camp, or until I die of exhaustion. (Whichever occurs first.)

Now that I'm done ranting about my stupid life, I think I'm gonna go.
I have to wait around for Amanda to bring me my cell phone before I can go to sleep.
Fucking whack. >_<

Byeeeeee.

GUY PART (no matter if you are a girl or a guy)

[x] You love hoodies
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ]You own an XBox/360
[ ] wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter

[x]You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x]You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ]It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.

[x] Sports are fun too.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth
[x]Wear Boxers-to bed
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night

total:10
Multiply the total by 7
Score= 70% (uh...)
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GIRL PART (no matter if your a girl or a guy)

[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You wear eyeliner
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
[x] You wear the color pink
[x] Go to a female for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x]You like shopping or just hanging out at the shops.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower get dressed and put on make-up and accesories.
[ ] You smile alot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can
[x] You love, LOVE movies
[x] Used to play with dolls as a little kid
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself when you're bored.


total:15
multiply by 7
score= 105%

i graduated... im finally done, and that was yesterday.
went to a party today. i had fun. "fuck yo' couch, nigga!"
tomorrow is dinner with the family.
monday starts camp, which im SO excited about.

theres one thing dancing around the back of my head, creating misery amongst all this happiness... i won't get into it, but my mind is at war.

alright.
i'm outtie.

i'm graduating tomorrow. as in, i walk across the platform, receive my diploma, and WHAM! i'm a grown up. the thought is terrifying, yet delightful. we had a practice today for it, and it kind of made me nervous. for the last time in gonna be stuck in the back gym with all the people i have grown to love and hate over the past 13 years. i got my cap and gown. i have to buy a dressy type thing tomorrow afternoon. i gotta paint my nails. and i have a load of other stuff i should do, but theres no doubt that i'll put it off until tomorrow. in less than 24 hours i will be an official graduate of glen cove high school. sweetness.

not sure that i'm doing any grad parties tomorrow night, but i am going to katie's party on Saturday, and then amanda's party sometime later... both of which should be a blast. i'm only going to NSHS parties. go figure.

turns out i've got nothing left to write about... but i figured i'd update because i'd rather not let this thing die.

OH. i told my mom about PA plans, leaving out who i'd be staying with.
i'll let her know eventually.... maybe.... lol. what's she gonna do anyway?


*le sigh*
i am an adult now. =]

i prettymuch love him.

how the fuck did i get so lucky to find someone who supports me and puts up with how weird i am, as well as my obsession with sleep AND phone call issues?

hm... i got a tattoo today. quite an interesting experience. it only hurt on the bone part, and im proud of myself for not flinching once. my tatt artist fucking loved me, and i loved her. AND HEY, i might do a tattoo palor apprenticeship (is that even a word) to see if thats what i wanna do. sick, eh?

life as of right now has been interesting. im out of high school forever, and i graduate this friday. i keep wanting to say next friday, but that was yesterday. idk what im talking about but hopefully you understand. i'm loving the fact that im an adult now, and i basically get to do whatever the fuck i want.

im outtie. tequila?

le effin madness.

How would you personally describe your physical self, without using any labels? disliked.
If you HAD to fit into any stereotype, what would it be? probably emo.
What kind of clothes fill your wardrobe? dumb shirts. pants i don't like. and 4 things i can say i genuinely like.
How many pairs of pants do you own? like 12?
How many skirts? around 7?
How many tops? enough to clothe a small African town.
How many coats? 1.
How many jackets? fucknut. coats and jackets are the same thing.
What is your most unusual item of clothing? the shirt from old navy that makes me look like a girly-girl.
The most expensive item? who knows. my clothes aren't expensive.
What colours suit you most? i havent the slightest clue. black or green?
Do people judge you by the clothes you wear? pretty much. whenever i wear that girly thing from Old Navy people bug out.
Do you feel you are ever labelled unfairly? yeah. i'm not fucking emo. kthanks.
Do you think fashion followers are simply sheep with no mind of their own? Yes. Uggs and CROCS are obviously signs of this.
List the contents of your  bag: wallet. makeup. keys. sunglasses. pens. nail polish. inhaler.
Do you think you are naturally pretty/attractive? nope.
Who is the prettiest person you know? my sister Amanda Lee. <3
If you could look like any celebrity/famous person, who would it be? Wynona Rider. I dont care that she was a clepto. I think she's gorgeous.
If you could steal any wardrobe, whose would it be? Claire Danes.
Do you buy clothes online, or do you prefer to shop for them personally? Shopping can be fun.
What kind of jewelery do you wear? earrings. necklace or dog-tags.
What are you wearing at the moment? HIM tank. jeans. mary-janes.
What annoys you the most about your hair? its fucking annoying.
Does it grow quickly or slowly? quick like bunny.
What colour is it? blonde and brown and black. (my roots are growing in and my dye is fading.)
What part of your appearance is most complimented? my eyes, mate.
Are you self conscious or confident? i'm self concious as fuck, but i hide it well.
Do you look more like your mum or your dad? fuckin-a. i look like daddy.
Would you like to look like either? neither.
What colour are your eyes? brown.

Section 2: Movies

What are your favourite movies? Manic. The New Guy. White Oleander. Mean Girls.
How often do you watch movies? at least once a week.
Do you have a large DVD/Video collection? it's a sizeable collection. not HUGE.
What are your favourite genres? the movies where teens are crazy. (Manic. Girl Interrupted.)
What rating do you watch the most? PG-13 // R
Who are your favourite actors? Joseph Gordon Levitt. Jake Gyllenhaal.
Who are your favourite actresses? Zooey Deschanel.

Section 3: TV

How much TV do you watch in a day? not much. just drake & josh.
Do you ever procrastinate by watching too much? nope.
Do you watch it to fall asleep? sometimes when i feel panicky.
What type of TV shows do you watch? nickelodeon: Drake & Josh. or cartoons like Invader Zim. o.O and anything (SCRUBS<3) on Comedy Central.
Do you like any soaps? no. no. no.
What are your favourites? Drake & Josh. Scrubs.
What reality shows do you watch? the Real World; when I get sucked in.
What is your favourite cartoon? Invader Zim, ftw.
Who is your favourite TV actor/actress? Drake Bell and Zach Braff.
Who are your favourite TV presenters? huh?

Section 4: Music

On average, how much music do you listen to a day? who knows. my ipod is on all the fucking time.
How many Cds do you own? like... a bagillion.
Are you listening to any music at the moment (like what)? yeah, i'm listening to Screaming Infidelities by Dashboard.
What are your favourite songs? who knows. it was written by Boys Night Out, thats fersure.
What are your favourite albums? Make Yourself Sick - BNO // HOT DAMN! - ETID.
Who are your favourite artists? Drake Bell... mmm.
Who are your favourite groups? BNO. ETID. Stealing Jane.
What are your favourite music genres? hardcore. emo. grunge. ska. industrial metal. metal.
What would you personally call your music, if you could make up a new genre? gore. haha.
What are your favourite music videos? the video for Ebolarama is pretty cool.
Who are your favourite vocalists? Buckley dosen't count, huh? Well... Gerard Way. fuckitall.
Can you sing? yeah. i'm pretty good.
If you were in a band, what position would you take? I'd be thaa Singugh.
What kind of music would you play? GORE. pshahaha -- kidding. obviously pop-punk garbage that would make me millions.
What kind of music do you absolutely hate with a passion? country hick bullshit.

Section 5: You

What are your good qualities? i listen well.
What are your bad qualities? i'm a bitch.
What do you love most in the world? pokemon.
What do you hate most in the world? stupid people.
What are your fears? spiders. clowns. needles. heights. dark. planes. blindness. deafness.
What are your hobbies and pastimes? drawing. sucking down coffee like it's my job.
Where are your favourite places? 200 Glen Head Rd;; Roosevelt Field.
What is your favourite country? Obviously, Australia.
When were you born? may 7.
What is your name? lauren elizabeth.
In what ways are you creative? ima artist. ima writer. ima singer.
Have you ever written a novel? almost.
A Short Story? many.
A Poem? i suck at poetry.
A Song? i suck at songwriting.
Do you daydream? toofuckinmuch.
Are you more of a morning or night person? night.
What qualities do you look for in a friend? a good balance of being somewhat like me, but not clinically insane. hence my lack of friends.
Do you make friends easily? kind of. i don't keep in touch though. sorry.

Section 6: Sexual Preferences

RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a significant other? (If single, skip this section) nope.
What is their name? yousuck.
How old are they? yousuck.
How long have you been going out together? yousuck.
Is it love? yousuck.
Can you see yourself marrying them? yousuck.

SINGLES
How long have you been single? begining of may.
Do you prefer it that way? i could do with some excitement.
Are you scared of commitment? nope.
Do you like anyone? idunno.
What is your type so to speak? boys who end up sucking.

SEX
How comfortable are you filling out these kind of questions? i could care less.
Is it your favourite section? uhm.
Are you a virgin? no
If youre not, was your first time special? nope.
If you are, do you feel you are too young, or are you just waiting for the right person? i regret not waiting.
Do you feel that underage sex is wrong (say, between 14-16)? do what you want kiddies. just dont get preggers and come knocking on my door for advice. i'll throw you down a flight of stairs.

Section 7: Food & Drink

What are your favourite;
Meals: chicken fingahs.
Lunches: um. ^^
Breakfasts: poptarts.
Snacks: fruit by the foot.
Desert: ice pop?
Ice cream flavour: something with coffee.
Chocolate brand?: lindt?
Junk food: tacobell.
Crisp/chip flavour: sourcream&onion.
Fizzy drink: dr. fuckin peppah.
Cold drink: snapple apple.
Hot drink: anything from starbucks that has like 4 shots of expresso in it.
Meat: uh.. ew.
Veggie: brussel sprouts. fuck you niggas. shits mad good.
Fruit: anything containing the word apple is enough to satisfy my fruity urges. (pineapple.)
Restaurant: Pancho Villa or Shiki
Pub/bar: Crazy Donkey.
How much do you think about food? When i get hungry.
Are you vegetarian? nope.

Section 8: Beliefs

What do you think of religion? i dont believe in anything.
What are your personal beliefs? i believe that i am a pirate-ninja. (pinja). does that satisfy your question?
Do you believe in reincarnation? not totally.
Ghosts? sometimes.
Life on other planets? i... exist?
Karma? yeasure.
Fate? yeah alittle.
Heaven? hellno.
Angels? nope.
Jesus? hah.
God? no.

Section 9: The Internet

What are your favourite websites? myyearbook. myspace. explosm. ytmnd.
Do you have online journals and profile sites (what are they)? LJ. Blurty. GJ. Myspace. MYB. facebook.
What is your internet server? mozilla firefox. (TURBO!)
Who are your internet friends? Cory. Ethan. Anthony. Panda. Jess. Danny. Val.
Have you ever met anybody off the internet? yeah.

Section 10: End

Did you enjoy the survey? i was mildly entertained.

so, EJ just balled me out about my lack of confidence. i am suprised/saddened. suprised because i never knew he cared enough about me to give a shit about my level of confidence. i kind of always thought that HE thought i was stupid. and i'm saddened by it because i know how much he hates when girls aren't confident (from when he dated Shauna) and i'm just annoyed at myself for getting him to the point where he had to bug out on me. i'm just bothered by this entire thing. because if he's thinking that from X amount of towns away, then what are my other friends thinking? that is, the friends i have left. the others have ditched me (or me, them) for various reasons. i wonder how much of that was my own fault.

im just sick of always feeling like i'm being judged, and worrying about what others think of me. i wish there was a pill you could take so that you didn't give a shit anymore. not about what happened, not about what people thought of you... just... fuck, i dont even know where i'm going with this. i just wish things were different.

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aside from that, today was okay. i did jack shit in math. watched Sybil in Psych. fucked up my hip bone in gym. chilled with Nya during 4th. sang awful beethoven songs 5th. did nothing during Suspense. chilled with Nya during 7th. movies 8th. and i had a hardcore arguement with mrs. blue about Harry Potter during CAUSE. Poulos is still out because of the miscarraige. She must be so upset/depressed... she was so excited for the baby...

at work i bonded with Liam and Luke and Cole. I would include Tyler in that but he dosent say much and when he does say something he's usually so quiet that you cant understand what he's saying. ANYWAY... they've changed so much from the beginning of the year... it's really quite interesting to see. I feel like a mother right now.... "MY BABIES ARE ALL GROWN!"

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i got out of having to take a $200 CPR/FirstAid course at work because I missed the first one, due to my Spring Concert being on the day it started. w00t for me, jessie, and tim. I'm excited for the summer. MUCHO EXCITED.

and right about now is when i stop typing because this entry is becoming ridiculous.

honestly, school just needs to fucking end... like right now. i'm currently in the middle of a battle of epic proportions. me vs. cornell's psych paper. don't get me wrong, i can write a term paper perfectly fine, and i've done it many times. it's just that this SENIORITUS is killing me. i havent got the will power to actually sit and write about Anti-Social Personality Disorder (which by the way, is quite an interesting subject - go wiki it.) when I could be outside, sitting in the sun, reading, listening to music, or rather on this fucking computer being an idiot online and talking to people who have better things to do.

moms boyfriend is back, and honestly, i wasn't aware they were still together, and it's fucking annoying. after all the shit we've been through with this guy (not to mention this being the 15th -- i could be off by one or two -- time she's taken his sorry ass back) that she'd fucking come to her senses. BUT OF COURSE NOT. :headdesk:

i think i'll be in much better shape (mentally and otherwise) once schools out. (for me, thats the 11th). then all there is, is graduation on the 22nd, and i am FREE OF THE CONFINES OF GLEN COVE HIGH SCHOOL and it's hoard of tools.

Sup for grad parties?
Lemme know, huh?

i'm the real thing with low-key sensibilities.


honestly, i'm about to get myself a bubble to live in so i never get sick again.
this is fucking ridiculous.

i feel like my head is going to explode and there is a pile of laundry blocking the exit to my room.


i can't wait until summer camp starts.

Well... Another fucking amazing show at Lupo's Heartbreak Hotel. I had an even better time than I did last time, and thats saying alot. Let's start off by saying that Amanda and I make the illest road-trip team EVER. She's Maverick and I'm Goose. Except I kind of fell asleep for 20 minutes on the way there, and 20 on the way back. Anyway, traffic was fucking ridiculous, and the weather was gross. But the ride was fun, cause me and Amanda just bullshitted the entire time. We went TRIPTRONIC on I-95, played a license plate game until we forgot what we were doing, and almost had a racial encounter in Dunkin Donuts. When we got to Lupo's I found out that Pat had guest-listed me, so I got to go in like an hour before everyone else, and chill with the guys. And BY THE WAY: tons of kudos to Lupo's for the SICK ass renovations they made. Then when the show started, I got into the front row, right on the barricade. The show started immeadiately at 7 which was pretty fucking cool. That's what happens, though, when Pat's the stage manager... shit gets run the right way. Anyway, Stealing Jane went on 3rd so I had to watch 2 sets before amazingness came on.

Street Credit:
A band of 4 guys, who kind of sounded like a mix between 311 and Sublime. The catch was that all the music was repetitive junk. The singer had some issues hitting the notes he was looking for, and they had absolutely no stage presence whatsoever. The guitarist was sloppy and the bassist looked like he was in prayer the entire time. It felt like I listened to an hour of the same shitty song, when in reality the set was only half an hour. Street Credit? These guys had none.

Baylock:
This band was also somewhat like Sublime but with a little more edge. I really enjoyed their set. The 2 guitarists and the bassist all sang, and they were pretty good, as well. The bassist John, went fucking nuts while he was playing though! He was dancing around like the kids from Peanuts. I might also add that he was fucking gorgeous. I really liked them, John's hotness factor aside, and I would love to see them play at the Rock Lobster along side my boys and Gone Baby Gone.

Stealing Jane:
FINALLY!!! What I had been waiting weeks for was upon us! The boys played amazingly well. The only thing that annoyed me about the set was the fact that I was stuck around the MOST ANNOYING Stealing Jane fans I have ever fucking laid eyes on. This one girl, a fucking midget, was screaming shit the entire time, right into my fucking ear drum. I was about to elbow her in the face but she got thrown to the ground by the mosh pit, and I felt my actions weren't needed. Then on my otherside, these lame ass girls who weren't doing shit, but standing there nodding their heads to the music, and staring at Matty G's crotch. Also, I was little upset that the guys didn't play "This Is Goodbye" but seeing the crowd react to "Could You Be Loved" the way they did was fucking amazing, and I sort of forgot about everything else. Amazing set. Amazing boys. Amazing venue. Yeah, not much else to be said, except Drew jumped like SUCH a girl at one point, I was laughing so hard.

After the boys played, Amanda needed me at the Merch Booth, so I ran over there and helped her out while shit was REALLY BUSY. I really feel like half of the crowd was only there to see Stealing Jane. So anyway, for the rest of the show I hung out in the Merch Booth with all of the guys. Scotty Don't went on, and I can safely said, that I'm glad I didn't stay in the crowd for that. It would have been a waste of my time, because they fucking SUCK. Badfish went on after Scotty Don't and they were pretty good. Their crowd was intense as always. I was happy cause they played "Badfish" as their encore.

So that was it, the show was over. Amanda and I sold a little over $500 in merch. The body guards started clearing the venue 20 minutes after the last note was played... But then when mostly everyone was out, and we were packing up the merch, some drunk guy got into a fight with one of the bouncers. The bouncer clocked the guy right in the face, and then the drunk bastard tried to get back at him, and wound up being LITERALLY thrown from the building.

Stealing Jane got asked to do a show (tonight) in Burlington, Vermont at Higher Ground (fucking AMAZING venue) and I almost went with them and Amanda but something came up, so Amanda and I just went home instead. I don't count it as a loss though, cause I'll probably be going to Maryland with the guys on May 25th, and to the Zox show on Pat's 21st birthday, which will be somewhere far out as well.

Anyway, I got in at 5:30 this morning. I had such a good time. Wonderful show. Wonderful band. Wonderful friends.

My Horror and Suspense teacher asks me every day why I don't ever smile in school.

On the contrary, Sir. I do smile in school. I smile when someone in your retarded class makes a fool of themselves. I smile when the idiot people start fighting amongst themselves. I smile when I'm with the 6 or 7 people who haven't stopped talking to me in the 4 years I've been going to this shit hole cement prison. And of course, I smile when I'm leaving the damned place.

Your judgment, sir, is based solely on what you see in the 45 minutes I spend inside your classroom, wasting my time. I refuse to partake in the stupidity that occurs inside that classroom. The stories that you pick for us to read, SUCK. Not suspenseful, not interesting, and the only thing horrific is how DRY the "literature" is.

When I signed up for this class last year, I was promised good book stuff. What do I get? A FUCKING OVER NARRORATED CAR CHASE?! ugh, die.

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I need to get my ass over to Amazon.com and order Manic on DVD. Such a good movie. Yeah, a little Girl Interrupted-esque, but still worthwhile.

We had group interviews for Summer Camp today. I feel like I'm amazing at the "what-if" scenarios, cause secretly, I was answering everyone else's in my head when they were stumbling over what to do. I'm excited about working with Georgie, Chris DiDamo, Drew, and Chris Galano. Gah, I really just want to go to Build A Bear again.

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I don't know why this is bothering me so much, but it is. The mixed signals need to stop. The confusion needs to stop. You need to figure out what you really mean to say to me, before you start talking to me, because it drives me crazy that you can't express yourself clearly and honestly.

its been awhile, and i was going to abandon this, just like every other blog ive had in the past year but i was inspired to start writing in here again, so i did.

i should start off by saying that there was a bomb threat today at school, during chorus. i'm in the middle of bitching about having to sing beethovens symphony at Lincoln Center and all of a sudden the fire alarm thing starts going. so we go outside to stand in the parking lot, and they send us all the way out to the football field. we asked security guards who refused to tell us what the fuck was happening. so after like 20 minutes of sitting in the sun trying to become less white, someone comes over and informs my group of the bomb threat. SOME FUCK probably didn't want to take his Chem test and called the school saying there was a bomb. WHAT A DOUCHE. eventually they let us back in the school, but yeah... it was pretty bogus. like 45 kids hopped the fence and ran from security. it looked like a chase scene from the mexican border. ironically enough, they probably all went to Taco Bell down the street for some victory tacos.
...can't blame them.

my Gov. class is in turmoil because of the fight between Nina and Sheltan yesterday. Mrs. Poulos started bitching at us about our lack of maturity reguarding the subject, because some dumbass decided to film it and then bring it up to TV Studio to edit it. she also said that she would have expected us to jump in and break the two of them apart, because that shows our dedication??? YEAH FUCKING RIGHT. nina was screaming like a banshee and sheltan would have knocked my block off. i dont get involved in fights that arent my own, kthanks.

i refused dinner today for the first time in months. now mom thinks im getting back into my old patterns and is "concerned". i just got mad cause she mentioned something about buying a house with her lowlife, abusive ass boyfriend. i got annoyed and lost my appetite, and there she goes. fuck, i wish i wasnt so stubborn all the time.

anyway, i watched forensic files today. as in: not during my Forensic Science class. as in: i am becoming a little too nerdy for my own liking. but OMG! this stuff is so interesting. some girl got raped and murdered at a golf course in the bahamas, and a massive storm came and washed away all fingerprints, blood, and footprints. but the forensic botanist used A BLADE OF GRASS from someones shoe to found out who did it! GAH. fucking amazing. it's really really interesting. o__o;

i've been on the run from Cornell's law lately. i still havent taken this Psych test from when i was upstate and she's been up my ass every day about it. i want to gracefully accept the zero, but she wont let me because she "expects more from me" blah blah blah... sometimes being smarter than 98% of your class is crummy luck.

and on a much lighter note, i'm going to Rhode Island on Friday with Amanda and Stealing Jane, to see them play at Lupo's (amazing venue) and also to see Badfish. im pretty pumped. now i can brave the streets of rhode island, go to their 5 story mall (WITH CARPETS EVERYWHERE, wtf?!) and feel free to do as i please without Dave & Vinnys girlfriends holding me back from going into the comic book store!

extreme joy!